You stole my best friend now I'm left in the dust...

Ever since you came to my school and met my best friend I knew this was coming but I didn't expect it to be like this. You came and you took her like that. I know you have a bond because your parents are both divorced and you came from around the same area in Texas, but did you have to steal my best friend? I want to talk to you both about it but all you'll say is " I can be friends with who ever I want""Your not the boss of who I'm friends with"" Why do you care you have a different best friend." And I do have a different best friend cause my other one was stolen from me. And you always treat me like shit and get mad at me for no reason. You tell me lies and think its funny when you tell me the truth and say you were just kidding. When you make fun of how me and my sister fight and I get mad but you think its funny. You don't see anything wrong with the way you treat me, and here I am sitting her crying because i finally got this off my chest and I don't know what to do. Because you stole my best friend and now I'm left out in the dust...

im not changing for anyone especially your asses

dear zeke and gokie, i know you think im a slut and annoying and in someways your right. sometimes i wear my shirts  a little low and my shorts a  little high but thats just how i dress. i know i dance a little dirty and grind a little at my school dances but thats just how i have fun. i know i laugh a little loud and talk a little more than i should but maybe im laughing at something more funny than you think and maybe thats because all my life i complained about noone listing to me so i talk louder so they hear me.  and i know sometimes i say something a little inappropriate but maybe me and my friends find it funny and you dont but hey thats not my problem and maybe you dont like the things i do but ya know what you can kiss my ass cause thats who i am and im not changing for anyone especially your asses.

why do i care for the people who hurt me most?

so here i am. tired as fuck and im at my friends house, and im always the first one asleep so my "friend" and my sister thought it would be funny to draw on my face while i was sleeping. its not like this wasnt the first time it happend and they know i get mad when they do it. but they thought theyd be "smart" and try to clean it off before i woke up. well they must be purly stupid of they think they could do all that and have me still be sound asleep. now im not even sure if i want to stay friends with this girl cause shes been acting more and more like a bitch and has been treating me like shit. thats all i feel like nowadays. for example after swimming this bitch and her "bff" were taking me home so we went to taco bell for dinner and them to sat at one table with the bitches mom and step dad and i had to sit all alone. i felt like locking myself in my room and crying. i mean they didnt even see anything wrong with it. i feel like half of me wants to ditch them and the other half wants to stay friends with those bitches . so i have one question, why do i care for the people who hurt me most?